#just random thoughts and shit

[chaos0pikachu]

not to be a bi bitch on main except sure why not but when ppl talk about “hey it’d be cool if there was more diversity in queer fiction that wasn’t all about The Gay Experience/Struggle and were more genre based” and then ppl are like “watch she-ra/steven universe/owl house/kipo” 

like

look I’m not hating on those shows, it’s fucking dope kids have those shows in their docket now and anything that pisses off homophobes is a win imo but I have no interest in watching a kids show. I know these shows are good! I’m not saying they’re bad!! But I have negative zero interest in watching children’s cartoons. Like hell I rewatched Avatar and you do have to wade through some Children’s Jokes, which is fine!! It’s expected b/c the audience is kids!! 

(also the fandoms for these kids shows are almost always batshit wildin’ out and I want no part of all that shit) 

I want genre shows for adults that are also queer - which is why I fuck with a lot of international media lol like yeah there’s Sandman and Our Flag Means Death which is dope we’re making strides there. But I’d like more of that, I love Kinnporsche b/c it’s “what if someone smashes a Scorsese movie with the gay agenda” do y’all know how fun and refreshing that is? As an Older Queer like, I grew up with nothing but a lot of Sad Gay Films or a lot of Gays for Comedy. So I am really glad kids cartoons are so much more queer positive but like, I aged out of that stuff years ago. 

I’m still waiting on my bisexual dragon riding princess rescuing her beautiful female knight story but until then I’m gonna fuck with fantasy danmei novels b/c those gays are on some other shit and I love every second of it

[dreamaboutwhathappens]

i love the…. almost horror aspects of this album. all the references to ghosts and death…. and sonically, the unexpected shrieking in WAOLOM and the banging and screaming during “old habits die screaming” and even the way the tension subtly builds across the sixteen tracks and by the end you’re so stressed and shaken it’s like! losing your sense of self and feeling like you’ve become a monster is horror. and i’m sooooo glad she leaned into it

[visenyaism]

I don’t know man. A Republican trifecta with control over both houses of congress, the judiciary for the rest of our lives, and the executive branch with absolute immunity and no guardrails means that there will be no such thing as red states and blue states when it comes to reproductive rights, education, and our fundamental freedoms. Nowhere will be safe. No one is coming to save us but us. We are not the first group of people to face dark times like this- I think a lot about the persistence and bravery of Black folks who never stopped fighting and organizing for freedom during the century of Jim Crow fascism after 1876- but it feels so, so dire right now. Take care of yourselves, take care of each other. Rule number one is we have to live.

[ncutii-gatwa]

not a fan of the internet still treating people who just don’t want to watch sex scenes like they’re stupid or childish. some people just don’t want to watch sex scenes or even want to talk about sex. why is that so hard for some people to deal with?

[celesteablack]

Education is just an excuse, brown kids really just wanna move out for mental peace

[fabuloustrash05]

The hypocritical irony that us new fans say the older fans should give the new versions like MM and Rise a chance but then new fans won’t do the same with the older iterations like the 1987 series or the 90s movies

[demialwrites]

FF7 Sex-Related Mishaps

Tseng

Once was so quiet during the deed the other person assumed he didn't enjoy himself and ghosted him in embarrassment

VP Rufus Shinra

Is a biter. Once during a drunken one-night stand, he bit them way too hard, and had to stay home with a slap mark on his cheek or get scolded by dad

Reno

Once was so loud that it disturbed his neighbours and several of them complained. He just as loudly told them to their faces to fuck off

Elena

Same scenario as Reno, except she died of embarrassment behind her door after shutting it

Rude

Sometimes tries out adventurous positions that take advantage of his height. Once, they both fell and hit their heads

Cid

Once was so enthusiastic, he hit his forehead on the headboard, backed up holding his head, then fell on the floor

Tifa

While still learning how to say no, she tried out several things she didn't want to and refuses to speak about it to this day

Zack

Once told politely that he talks too much. This is because his dirty talk is so tame that it's a distraction

Pre-Nibelheim Sephiroth

Once pushed the other person's stamina too far and they passed out, making him panic

Cloud

Once left in the middle of night, leaving the other person assuming that he didn't enjoy himself and changed his mind about being into them

[boobchuy]

I love amphibia I'm really happy it exists

[nerdby]

I think toxic romance should qualify as a subgenre as horror, and I can't stand horror nerds that don't believe in subgenres. Like the kind of people who think that anything that isn't oozing shock value and gore doesn't count as "real" horror. The kind of people who say Flowers In The Attic is a psychological thriller or tragedy instead of a horror-tragedy.

Like how is tragedy not horrifying???

What is not horrifying about children being locked up, starved to death, and so completely cut off from human interaction that they develop an incestuous bond as a coping mechanism???

[coffeegnomee]

Mapicc overheard Zam talking about the minecarts under the tree trap?!!?! Actually scripted (/j) holy moly we don't deserve such beautiful content.

It was the one and ONLY time Zam ever talked about making a trap this season. And Mapicc freaking caught it on video. Actual work of art.

[ace-and-the-rpg-horrors]

do you reckon if Esther knew other witches they'd be showing off their cool and powerful familiars at coven meetings and then they'd all turn to the pathetic little crow that is Monty and go "Esther we love you queen but what is that Sad Thing" and Esther would try and defend her choice like "he's my diversity hire <3"

[puhpandas]

I miss u fnaf fandom I miss people having new interesting stuff to talk about like we did with SB and ruin and a large alive fanart and fanfic community and not ok this game had no comprehensible plot and this games plot was already revealed 2 years ago and its still like 6 months or more until it comes out

[oceanwithouthermoon]

maybe its just me but i cant stand when people are like "it just doesn't sit right with me how teruhashi thought about aiura 🥺" like yes... its not supposed to ??? because her thinking badly of other girls and prioritizing male validation over everything is one of her main flaws ??? can we talk about that WITHOUT making it seem like shes not allowed to have a single actual flaw without suddenly becoming an awful person? nobody can handle complex female characters at all and its so fucking annoying

[whatsleftofdishaa]

Main kyu journaling karu bhyiii jab main tumblr pe shit posting kr sakti hoon.

[vynnyal]

This is a pretty good point in the wip to share this, methinks :]

Map part for the hole dwelling map, starring... Not my ocs! I wanted to use ocs, but I don't have any-- so I just used the characters from a fic I was reading at the time 😂

Turns out, the symbolism was so much fun to twist into the 11 seconds I had to work with, I ended up going way more complex than I meant to. If you wanna read the fic this was based on, please do!! And tell the author I said hi! :D

[celesteablack]

That feeling never really goes away, does it?

That feeling of unwantedness, that creeping loneliness, no matter how much you try. that feeling of being a burden, that feeling that makes you wish you should have never been born. Everyone would have been happy; your parents, your grandparents, your sibilings, heck! even the relatives who dont even matter.

That feeling of being useless, that feeling of being a failure, that makes you feel like as if everything is your fault. your parents are always worried about you and consumed in that worry they say things that makes you question your existence, that just makes you want to end it all. Do they look at other children and wish i was more like them?

That feeling of being a trouble to your friends. Are they really my friends? or do they just talk to me out of pity? Am i being a burden to them also? do they also want me to leave them alone? to never message them? Do they also want me to vanish from their life?

That feeling of being a failed elder sibiling. Does my brother even like me? Do i annoy him so much that all he wishes is for me to leave and never come back? Does he look at other sibilings and wish he also had someone like them?

No matter how much i try, what i do, am i really worthy of it all? Do i really deserve it?

"Is it my imagination? Is it something that I'm taking? All the smiles that I'm faking Everything is great Everything is fucking great....."